Uughh . . .

I just read about 70 pages in my English biography. Ew. I have the strangest feeling that I'm never going to finish this assignment- oh that 'cuz I'M NOT! But 'ya know, what can you do? Apparently nothing. I am just another slave to the system. I'm not special and I'm not different from anyone else. And it's no use fighting it. People will just smash you down every time you stand up for yourself or you try to do something different. Oh and your not in charge of your own life, because you will be taking commands from other people for the rest of your life so you better just get used to it now. I want to be special and different and myself- but it's apparent that that's never going to happen. Oh, and mom or dad, if your reading this. It's not all you- it's my teachers, my friends and my enemies. It's everyone. It's all around us. It will never stop and it will never back down. Society will forever expect you to act and look and think like everyone else. And there is nothing you can do about it, is there? I am stuck in a world that thinks that generalizations are good- and that what you should do needs to model after every other person. So I guess I'll just go to bed and have a couple nightmares about school and singing and life. Goodnight.