Sensation

Do you ever get that feeling, like the whole world is rushing around you, while you are standing still?
Do you ever get a sudden wave of courage to say something you've been meaning to for the longest time, but get cut off?
Do you ever speak gibberish around the person you like, and then kick yourself later for being such an idiot?
Do you ever sit awake at night and wonder about your life, and think about past mistakes and opportunities you never got up the courage to take?
Do you ever get that sensation when your head filled up with helium, but your feet are tied down by sandbags? That you could just soar away right then, but something holds you back from speaking your mind or fulfilling your dreams?
Do you ever wonder about the people in the cars in that traffic jam? Their names, their life stories, their likes and dislikes?
Do you ever feel like there is no point anymore?
Do you ever feel like the person you love most doesn't love you back?
Do you ever think: "Why would anyone ever love me?"
Do you ever wonder what peoples life would be like if you weren't around?
Do you ever get the feeling that the entire world is running and rushing and worrying about something that really doesn't matter?
Do you ever wish for an endless moment?
Do you ever pray for that one person to realize they are madly in love with you, but then realize yourself that you don't actually like them?
Do you ever loose faith in humanity?
Do you ever beg your family to give you the chance, but when they finally do, you don't know what to do with it?
Do you ever not know what to say when the perfect opportunity to say something arises?
Do you ever rehearse saying that something to that someone, but when they ask you, or when it happens, you can't remember what to say, so you just stand there like an idiot and stare into their gorgeous brown eyes and feel like a fool for doing it when they wave their hand in front of your face and ask you if you are okay?
Do you ever just want to let go?

Do you even know what I am talking about?