Sweet 16

Okay, So I realize that I have already posted today, but I would just like to state how Psyched I am to turn 16! That will be in about 82 days. I'v been waiting for that day ever since I was a little kid. For some reason, I've always felt that that's when I would finally feel "grown up". I'd imagined feeling mature and, I dunno, Cool. Maybe it was the promise of high school, school dances, and dates. Or maybe an idolized vision of shiny, new cars and drivers licenses. But really, now I have no idea why I've been so excited for this for so long. But I still am. Excited that is. I have this feeling that my life is going to turn around then, and I'll finally feel like someone worth being with, but really I don't know. I'm sure I'll remain the same Violet I am and always have been, but still I feel some magical transformation coming on. I guess I'll just have to wait
2 months, 3 weeks and 1 day to find out.